" Three stupid pieces of chocolate can't mean a lifetime away from the people I love." Tears streamed down my face, and my body trembled. " I don't want to forget what I have here." " I won't let that happen to you." " I want it. The candy," I whispered, ashamed to admit it out loud and scared to death because the ache in my stomach was a hunger I'd never felt before. " Even though I know what it is, I can't stop thinking about it. "