" There are two kinds of knowing. The kind that resides in your brain, with straight edges and smooth planes, and fits tidily between memories like a book on a shelf. The kind that matches your hopes and tells you everything is as it should be. But then there’s the knowing that comes for you at night, after layers of consciousness have been peeled off by the exhaustion of the day. It lives in that pit in your stomach, jagged and dark. The kind of knowing that won’t let you rest until you finally surrender and let it, in all its ferocious and hideous glory, step into the light. The "

― Sarah Fine , Splinter (Reliquary, #2)