" I grumble at God and wonder if He loves me, just because things don’t go right. If everything always went right I’d have no sympathy for those who suffered and I’d have no excuse for not being joyful all the time—but I bet I’d still grumble. This way it’s a test of character and faith, to see how I react to disappointments, crying kids, sickness, disturbed nights, etc. "

― Emily T. Wierenga , Atlas Girl: Finding Home in the Last Place I Thought to Look