QUOTE : Jade had already recognized some of Allander’s language as Freudian, but now he uncovered more of its meaning. For example, Allander had expressed disdain for sublimation. “What I carve, I’ll carve in flesh. What I write, I’ll write in blood,” he had said. He felt that his art was reality; by his art, he meant his violence. Instead of sublimating his violent tendencies into something productive or healthy, he prided himself on acting them out. While others distracted themselves with fantasies, he alone indulged his true self. His way was more real, he thought, more courageous.