" I’ve never been in control of anything. Why should this be different? Because I want it to be. Just this once. Because my heart feels like it’s cracking, splintering in two, going back to a dreadful place I swore I'd left behind. But this time, there's a difference: I’ve gotten pretty damned good at taping it back together. "

― Nicole Snow , Still Not Over You (Enguard Protectors #1)