" ambulance. “At the end I started to think I was in purgatory. I genuinely believed that I was being judged, and that this was a place I was waiting to go to heaven or hell. Those last eight hours were the worst state I’ve ever been in. To go through something that horrific and not quit—that took something that was beyond me. "

― Roy F. Baumeister , Willpower: Rediscovering the Greatest Human Strength