" There's this little bubble of happiness floating around in my chest. I sense that telling anybody else about having sex with Ben would be letting some of the air out of this beautiful thing that happened €”like somehow I'd be leaking away a part of my own joy.

I'd probably tell Rachel if I didn't have to risk her judgment. I don't want to have to deal with anyone else's feelings about it for now. I only want to enjoy my own. "

― Aaron Hartzler , What We Saw