" Seeing them together makes me want to open myself up to the future, but hard as I try, I still can’t imagine myself growing old, alone or with anyone else. To learn to swim in the ocean of not-knowing—this is my constant work. I can’t know if there is a rogue cancer cell lurking somewhere in my marrow. I can’t predict if my body will scuttle commitments to myself or to others. I’m not even sure I want to settle down in a stable, more conventional way. But I’m beginning to understand this: We never know. Life is a foray into mystery. "

― Suleika Jaouad , Between Two Kingdoms: A Memoir of a Life Interrupted