" I was sexually attracted to you before the drugs. Were you even a little sexually attracted to me?” Her mood sobered. “I don’t think we should discuss this.” “You’re not sexually attracted to me in the least then?” She stared into his eyes. “Why do you want to know?” “I’m aroused being close to you. There are no drugs now.” She gaped a little, astonished that he’d admit that. It took a lot of restraint not to glance down at his lap to see if he meant that in a literal sense. Smiley hesitated, studying her face. “I wish to touch you and see what is between us without the aid of drugs.” “That’s a bad idea. "