" My mind seems happy elsewhere. I am in a state of complete and utter prostration and am trying to concentrate with great... no, with enormous difficulty. I open my eyes but something is wrong with my vision, the image is blurry. I finally manage to focus and once again see his eyes – mischievous, contented, almost triumphant – and hear the same question: ‘Do you want more?’
‘Yes!’
Good God, who is saying that to him? And why does their voice sound so much like mine? "

― Victoria Sobolev , Monogamy Book One. Lover (Monogamy, #1)