QUOTE : As much as I lost Marcus,” he continues, “I gained Sigrid—I gained her in ways I didn’t deserve. I feel as though I didn’t earn her affections; I simply lost or sent away everything else she loved. We are so close now, and it means so much to me, that I feel guilty. I think our bond is too tight. I hold her too close. We closed up the space where other people might belong. She has no husband.