QUOTE : Electricity poured though him like liquid agony, setting every nerve on fire. His body arched, his muscles going into spams, a cry tearing itself from between clenched teeth. <br /><br />Then Quintana stepped back, leaving Zach shaking, breathless, wanting to puke. Strangely, he found the pain easier to bear now than he had two weeks before. Perhaps it was just that he'd been through this before. Or perhaps it was the fact that his pain was buying time for the woman he loved. <br /><br />Why hadn't he told her? Why hadn't he told Natalie he loved her when he'd had the chance? It would've taken only a few seconds. What the hell had he been afraid of?<br />And all at once it hit him- regret as deep and wide as the ocean.<br /><br />Natalie.<br /><br />If he died today, she would never know what she meant to him. If he died, he would never even get a shot at building a life with her, of knowing what it was like to come home every night and find someone waiting for him. Hell, he wouldn't even know whether he'd gotten her pregnant. <br />Then don't die, McBride.<br /><br />Zach looked into the eyes of the man who was going to kill him.<br /><br />I love you, Natalie. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Forgive me.