" Joshua?" I called out, a slight hitch in my voice. " Yeah?" " What do I look like to you?" He tilted his head to the side, frowning. " What do I look like to you?" I repeated urgently, afraid that if I didn't talk fast enough, I would have time to realize how absolutely, mind-bogglingly stupid I sounded. Joshua smiled. He answered me, so quietly I almost couldn't hear him. " Beautiful. Too beautiful for people not to have noticed you the other night. "