" Because I know he'll sit for me. Because I know he won't mock me, won't suffocate me, won't kill this this fragile little thing I've found, this fledgling breath I've taken. Because he will know what it means, because he asked me to, because he asked. Because he's the thing I can't unsee. Because I don't know if I can get him right without looking, without proof, but also because I need to know, because I've already tried. Because either this is how everything changes, or this is how it ends. "

― Olivie Blake , Alone With You in the Ether