" Oh, Caddy," said Saffron miserably." I know. It's awful. But I'm going. We all should." " It will be so sad." " You have to be sad sometimes," said Caddy. " Whatever Dad says. He may be right. Granddad probably had totally lost his marbles, but I am still sad and I'm still going to the funeral. I shall be as unhappy as I like and I shall where black. "