" I have done a number of things to keep this man. I have lied and cheated. I have been sexy and meek, fierce and vulnerable. I have been everything but myself. He is mine right now, but I am never enough for him. I can feel it — see it in the way he looks at me.
His eyes are always probing, searching for something. I don’t know what he’s looking for. I wish I did. "

― Tarryn Fisher , Dirty Red (Love Me with Lies, #2)