QUOTE : I never wanted to fix things with them.” I pause, and my voice is very quiet. “I wanted out. I screwed up.”<br /><br />“I don’t know, Murph.” We make the turn into the cemetery, and he hesitates, as if unsure of his next words. “I wonder if you’re just telling yourself that.”<br /><br />I frown. “What?”<br /><br />“I don’t think you wanted to kill yourself.”<br /><br />I pull next to his car in the now-empty employee lot. “Didn’t you listen to everything I just told you?”<br /><br />“Yeah. I did. Maybe you wanted to try to kill yourself, but I don’t think you wanted to actually do it.”<br /><br />“What’s the difference?”<br /><br />He opens the door and gets out, standing there, looking down at me. “You wore your seat belt.