" never understood how much I loved you. I didn’t. I know how we talked about our love, how it was this thing that was EVERYTHING to us? I was everything to me, Ever, every last goddamned motherfucking thing, and it’s gone. You’re gone. And I needed it even more than I knew then, when I had you. "

― Jasinda Wilder , Saving Forever (The Ever Trilogy, #3)