" OH, SLEEP. Nothing else could ever bring me such pleasure, such freedom, the power to feel and move and think and imagine, safe from the miseries of my waking consciousness. I was not a narcoleptic—I never fell asleep when I didn’t want to. I was more of a somniac .A somnophile. I had always loved sleeping. "

― Ottessa Moshfegh , My Year of Rest and Relaxation