" For the first time in my life, I actually wished that everyone was the same. And I despised myself for my " differentness" or " uniqueness" as an individual. In the world there are lots of social groups people can fit into, and I've spent time roaming in and out of a few and being kicked out of many. Now I stand on the outside and look in. Wondering where is my place. Coming to a conclusion, I have no place. "