" I want to do this right,” he said.
“Wha—?” I went to protest, but he stopped me before I could.
“Gemma, trust me when I say I want nothing more than to kiss you. Hell, I’d love to take you right now, right here, but I can’t.”
Well, this was not where I saw things going. I crossed my arms over my chest in a pitiful attempt at mock sadness.
Ben just laughed. “Do you know why I can’t?”
Obviously not, I thought to myself. If I had, I wouldn’t have been begging for him to continue. Lying this close to him? It was hard to forget what had just occurred. My body was aching for his presence, for his touch, still adjusting to the electric shock that had coursed through me. “No,” I answered. “Please, enlighten me.”
Ben reached for my hand, entwining my fingers with his. A devilish grin spread upon his full lips. “Because, when I do finally kiss you, Gemma Michaels, I want to see to it that I’m your last first kiss. "

― Nicole Sobon , Collide (The Collide Series Book 1)