" I lifted my head and looked down at him. "And never, never, not even with my boyfriends who were nice to me, did I feel safe enough with them, safe enough with how they felt about me, to throw attitude."
His body went still but his face registered surprise and I continued.
"I was scared of losing them. I was scared of them not thinking I was good enough. "

― Kristen Ashley , Sweet Dreams (Colorado Mountain, #2)