QUOTE : You must feel more than hate if you love her as much as you do.'<br />Nate leaned his head back against the wall. Some words were better left unsaid, but strange things occurred in the darkness; words that would never be utterable in the daylight suddenly seemed necessary in the night. He let out a long breath and shrugged. 'There's nothing good or easy or kind about loving her. I'm completely consumed. I wouldn't change it. Not for anything in the world. But I don't think I've ever once been able to be happy about it.