" you’re the most passively suicidal person I’ve ever met, and that’s saying something. You’ll never open your wrists, but you’ll run head-first into hell. You’ll have good reasons. You’ll have great reasons, even. And part of you will be praying that you won’t come out again.” Her words struck a little too close to home. "

― Seanan McGuire , An Artificial Night (October Daye, #3)