" Do you realize what you accomplished today? You're supposed to be happy right now.”
“I am. That's the most fucked-up part,” he said. “I've never been happier in my life. But when dreams come true in reality they never feel the same as when you imagine them, and you know what that means? It means that no matter how good things are, maybe they'll never be good enough, and there's something seriously wrong with that. "

― Tiffanie DeBartolo , How to Kill a Rock Star