" It is that I cannot see what I am doing or why, and it is unsettling always to live only in the moment as it passes.
Oh, I know one never sees ahead or behind. But I see even less. It is like being blindfolded when everyone else in the room is not. No one can see outside the room – but everyone else can see the room. I would like to take my blindfold off. "

― Robin McKinley , The Blue Sword (Damar, #1)