" Or maybe this is justice. Maybe I’ve allowed myself to become this fucked-up, depressed, misunderstood person. Maybe this is all my fault. Maybe I should have killed Asher Beal. I mean, I was so angry. Asher definitely deserved to die.67 Or maybe I should have tried to save Asher back when all the bad shit began—before he turned full-on evil? "

― Matthew Quick , Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock