" I wonder if my entire life will be a series of moments in which I realize I’m an idiot long after I can actually do anything about it. Will I ever feel like I know what I’m doing? Or will I be an old man, tottering about, flummoxed by whatever recent foolishness I’ve committed? Don’t "

― Sabaa Tahir , A Reaper at the Gates (An Ember in the Ashes, #3)