" Was I his? Was he mine? Fuck, I didn’t know. How could I not know after more than a year? How could I not know the answer to this? What the fuck was wrong with me? What the fuck was wrong… with me? With… him and me, with us? No, with me. With me. What was wrong with me? "

― Laurell K. Hamilton , Kiss the Dead (Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter #21)