" And yet, what she longed for was for him to slide into bed and put his hand on her shoulder, to tell her he knew she was awake. To say that he loved her desperately and wanted to confess all the things he’d kept from her, and all the reasons for them. It was a childish desire, a wish for the world to not be as it was, for people to act in ways they just didn’t. It was the wish of a sucker, ready to be fleeced for everything she had. "
― Holly Black , Book of Night (Book of Night, #1)