QUOTE : Gwen's family is so joyously excited for her. They love her so much. I try to allow that to take me in, to welcome me into my own expression of joy, because sometimes the only thing you have to pull you to a better place is the sheer force of invitation from other people who love you dearly. I know the fairest thing I can do for Gwen--other than leaving, which I can't--is to try to give back to her family the affection that they are providing to her now, having no idea whatsoever that she's not really here.