QUOTE : I need to dream.<br /><br />I need to believe. <br /><br />I need to know that I have some control in my life.<br /><br />That if I work hard, that I will be rewarded.<br /><br />That life is not arbitrary.<br /><br />I need to believe that bad things happen to good people, for a greater reason.<br /><br />That dedication, sacrifice, hard work, discipline are all worthy attributes that will eventually produce extraordinary results.<br /><br />That if I live a certain lifestyle, that my family will be better for that.<br /><br />That there is a direct link between my actions and my results.<br /><br />That If I prepare properly that I can face the insurmountable foe and look him in the eye and say “Bring it on, I can take whatever you can dish out.” <br /><br />I need to keep living in order to save my daughter from dying.