QUOTE : (invitation to a beheading) "In spite of everything I loved you, and will go on loving you-on my knees, with my shoulders drawn back, showing my heels to the headsman and straining my goose neck-even then. And afterwards-perhaps most of all afterwards-I shall love you, and one day we shall have a real, all-embracing explanation, and then perhaps we shall somehow fit together, you and I...we shall connect the points...and you and I shall form that unique design for which I yearn.