" know what it’s like to feel like something’s eating away at your mind?” I’d been about to tell him I needed to leave, but his words left me cold. I remembered Jill saying something similar when she was telling me about him and spirit. “No,” I said honestly. “I don’t know what it’s like… but to me, well, it’s pretty much one of the most terrifying things I can imagine. My mind, it… it’s who I am. I think I’d rather suffer any other injury in the world than have my mind tampered with.” I couldn’t leave Adrian right now. I just couldn’t. I texted to Brayden: Going to be a little longer than I thought. “It is terrifying,” said Adrian. “And weird, for lack of a better word. And part of you knows… well, part of you knows something’s not right. That your thinking’s not right. But what do you "
― Richelle Mead , The Golden Lily (Bloodlines, #2)