" And then Shin started to make gentle love to me. Every touch drove me wild and I began to moan and beg him to do it harder. Suddenly he stopped and looked at me.

"Shoko! You're high right now, aren't you?"

"What?"

"I can tell when you are. Your reactions aren't the same at all."

His words made me feel dirty. The innocent version of me, the girl who had walked happily hand in hand with Shin, no longer existed. "

― Shōko Tendō , Yakuza Moon: Memoar seorang Putri Gangster Jepang