QUOTE : I'm not a fool, I knew from the beginning<br />what couldn't happen. What couldn't happen<br /><br />didn't. <i>The enterprise is abandoned.</i><br /><br />But half our life is <br />dreams, delirium, everything that underlies<br /><br />that feeds<br /><br />that keeps alive the illusion of sanity, semi-<br />sanity, we allow<br /><br />others to see. The half of me that feeds the rest<br /><br />is in mourning. Mourns. Each time we must<br />mourn, we fear this is the final mourning, this time<br /><br />mourning never will lift.