" She starkly sees her inanimate future blocked out before her right through to her own end—without him...
...and worst of all, she knows she will be asked about him and be called upon to talk about him and tell the story again and again...her jaws will work without end with all that talking her jaws will chew up the ravel of all her remaining life, telling the same story until it becomes bare and alien and something blunt to her; more the belonging of other people, and no longer hers.
Now she has to live ordinarily...she's going to have to numb herself if she's going to go on—no going on from this point without getting numb. "

― Michael Cisco , The Tyrant