" You have suffered. You have created suffering. You have killed. But you have also paid. With your life, twice over now, and with your heart, with your mind. You have guided thousands of lost souls. You have saved thousands of lives. You have done good in this world. Which will define you? The good? Or the suffering? "

― Sabaa Tahir , A ​Sky Beyond the Storm (An Ember in the Ashes, #4)