QUOTE : Of course he's evil and unforgivable." My voice felt like it was coming from the far end of a long tunnel. "But he is the only reason I ever honored Mother with a clean heart. And if I hadn't learnt to be kind with him, I would never have come back to beg your forgiveness and choose you over him. So gloat all you want-- you deserve to watch us both suffer-- but don't you dare say I will ever be free of him. Every kindness I show you, all the rest of your life, that's because of him. And no matter how many times I betray him, I will love him still.